disturbing facts about me:

1) due partially to the awkward placement of my mouse cursor, I initially read "and whom I owe an awful lot to" as "and whom I owe an awful lotto".

2) my second though was "what's an awful lotto?".

3) but my first thought was, "that should be 'and to whom I owe an awful lotto'!".

4) I feel basically okay about all this.